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T O P I C R E V I E WBby_ScorpioIt was sooooo much chaos, omg. Like Halloween **** lol, I was in this house and everybody had knives even the little kids, and I was so scared. My dad was there, and all my family. And my brother, he broke his neck somehow? idk lol, but I tried to kill myself cause I was just sick of all the chaos, and being scared everyday so I stabbed myself twice in the stomach and I started to bleed out and go in and out but I wasn’t dying. So I called 911, to come get me and an automated person came on and the busy signal and it was like we’re busy right now call back Tuesday... So I was just laying on the floor bleeding out, and someone walked in the room and I was like “go get my dad please.” And 911 was calling me back, and video calling me as well? but I didn’t answer. And this other girl had walked in and started complaining about how much water I need to drink that’s why I’m so tired. But she didn’t know I tried to kill myself, so she was just talking **** . Then the other girl that had walked in had tried to carry me outside but my legs were like jello and I kept falling and because my body was so weak. And finally I was outside on the front lawn laying in the grass, and my dad came out there and this was so scary.. he was like, “if you go to the hospital, I’m gonna beat your brother up, so you can either stay or go.” And I was like wtf, why would you do that?? And he was like, “because I’m tired of all y’all toxic people around here, and trying to pay bills and **** , I can’t deal with it.” And I started crying and was like, “THE ONLY REASON WE’RE TOXIC IS BECAUSE OF YOU!” And then I woke up. Can someone please help me with this interpretation? RandallDream? More like a nightmare.AyeletHello Bby_Scorpio, sorry for the delay.It sounds you feel like life is a jungle in which you have to survive, and maybe it's tough on you. Could it be this is your father's viewpoint on life, and you inherit it from / are influenced by him? (Writing here about inheritance, I don't mean you MUST take this approach) And do you feel protective toward your brother?Bby_ScorpioYes, I am extremely protective towards my brother. I pretty much raised him as a child. And my dad was a big influence on my childhood as my mom was gone a lot..
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